U're great...

i'm ok...

Now is the 7th month.. and i finally get to know what i really need to know..

but i hope that u understand.. it's not that easy for me..

I really need time to get over it..

i know that u'll only think that i deserve it..

but..

The reason that i hold on is because of what u've said..

"NEVER GIVE UP"

i've been holding on for 7 months and i still dunno how long i'll still keep holding on to..

It's not that i don't wanna move on.. I just can't... and  i dunno why...