U're great...

i'm ok...

Now is the 7th month.. and i finally get to know what i really need to know..

but i hope that u understand.. it's not that easy for me..

I really need time to get over it..

i know that u'll only think that i deserve it..

but..

The reason that i hold on is because of what u've said..

"NEVER GIVE UP"

i've been holding on for 7 months and i still dunno how long i'll still keep holding on to..

It's not that i don't wanna move on.. I just can't... and  i dunno why...

Mom.. can u please stop asking bout us..

nothing's gonna happen.. she made her choice.. and i can't do anything bout it..

 as long as she's happy.. it's ok..

It's better to let u just hate rather than taking care of one feelings..

u've no choice but to move on and i've no choice but to let go..

We have to sacrifice what we've built..

I believe u've made the right choice..

TAKE CARE

Moments of us will still be in my mind..

Jiwang~

This song hit me hard.. it's an old song but it's meaningful

Don't ask me "what happen?" as if u dunno.....

Help!!

Feeling lost and confuse now.. can't even get a hint what should i do next...

All i can think bout is what's in my mind.. what u've said to me...

"No matter what never give up"

"Never let me go"

But why??? i don't understand.......